Your Commen Teenage Kid Being The NonConformist Rebel (for tonight)

Today...was the same as everyday, everyday of this week and last week to be honest,
i guess you could count an exam as being out of the norm, but even that was at the same time as every other exam on every other day.

Why settle for the norm i thought to myself, why should I PERSONALLY bother to be like everyone else, give me one?

you could say, to be normal, not to be weird, but what the hell is normal
can you say a chav is normal, can you say the kid who wears his trousers too high (like literally waayy to high) is normal? you schoolbooy genious is normal? (john...wait...he definetly aint normal lol)

there isnt one..there is no normal, and so i pondered on this little abstract of my mind, which then made me glad to be exactly who i am.

Probably dont know this, but im not English (well..i am, but my parents arent)
My background is arabic, which for a start kicks out of the normal league straight away.

secondly, my sense of humour is usually beyond anything a human normally occurs, i laugh at innapropiate things, whilst not laughing at those things that amuse us all

thirdly (its like a list now lol) i am going to say this, but i do believe i am different to all other people at my school, although there are some out there who i still think are just like me. They have a different mind, a more unique mind, one that isnt bound to the boundaries of the ethical judgements made by others on what to wear, or How to look blah blah

Most teenagers nowadays are ones who i wish wernt there (im not bein sadistic or ote like that, you'll see what i mean lol).

i just mean, why are loads of them so obsessed with certain things, i sometimes wish that kids now were like they were back in the days of Oliver...if people were like those kids, dont ya reckon it twould be minty like an after eight?

but there not, you've got the chavs (argh!), grebs, emo's, goths, mods, ska's, punks and god no's what else

but what are these, chavs are jsut there to get the fattest girl they can find and do her, grebs well....i respect them cuz they just have fun tbh, goths...im not even gnna start, mods and skas..well...i like their fashion but thats about it, punks...again i dont mind there jsut being a bit rebelious and emo's...this is the one that confuses me

emos, i actually like, but not. i like them because i think there some of the nicest people ever, how many emo's do you know that like fights? or violence, there all into that poetry stuff (although pretty damn gorey stuff tho lol) but the one thing, that annoys me, im gnna say in the next paragraph :)

ok. now all these things i just said, are stereotypical labels pinned upon the modern world by us, although i said there stereotypical , there in a way true aswell.. if you said whats an emo, you look for the guy or girl with the long black sleek hair, covering an eye, the black make up and the black clothes with studs blah blah blah

but they irritate because emos are always like "oh we're different to the conformists of today, we're not bound by their social rules" and shizzle, but they ARE NOT...they all look the same, they've done exactly what they didnt want to do, they all follow the same style and same likes and usually the same personalilities.

sorry if im being an absolute penis lol but i like to express my opinion, i dont mean to insult...sometimes i do..agains sorry

but anyway, teenage girls too..

i mean WTF has gone wrong with them, in my sixth form, there are very few girls who i respect because of their decency, there all obsessed with sex, drugs, drinking and all things bad to be honest. whatever happened to the nice girl who does the art and sings the songs? where have all of them gone ( im just going with the idea that its just my school that SUCKS lol)

all i want to see, is a pure, nice girl. there are a few, and when i say a nice pure girl there are loads who dont fit this. Such as your facebook posers lol who literally might aswell shout out im a slag to everyone in their street.

I walk around the almighty Swadlincote hoping that one day ill bump into a girl whos just like me, i guess i could always tell you about me.

before i do, i think i might of insulted quite a few people, which i no i have done but im gnna apologize again, sorry for that, im not saying your bad people or any crap like that im just saying that there arent many who are different...if that kinda makes sense..it doesnt..urgh lol

anyway

me, k,

urrm, im a guy...teenager sorta thing
i like poems, dont read em, but i like em,
i like books (although i take waayy too long to read them lol this one im on now is called faith and fire, been readin it for like...6 months now ..wtf)
I LOVE ANIMALS, no literally, i love em
i actually like being around people whilst
also i like to be alone sometimes
i like someone to cuddle
i like hugs
i sing...loads..i really do like singing, i can express myself so well through it
i love the piano, people have their crack and smack..i have the piano lol
i hope when i do this i dont sound like a vein prick....im not, i dont think i am...i hope im not lol
i really respect decent people..like loads
im starting to like this blog, because i can express myself without the worry of friends looking and going "urrr ur gay cuz u have feelings"..<----fags lol
One thing i cannot stress how much i feel about but the love i would give to my future girl (when she comes lol).
Im a romantic,pffft
Very emotional
i like documentaries
urrm
Im not obsessed with things like sex, and drinking
i love parties
i have a low opinion of chavs lol

(god i reall should stop the list thing, im sure your bored)
i love my friends ( yes i will say it, i love my boy mates and girl mates)
i like a laugh
i like to dress a bit differently, although i do follow fashino very slightly, i like to mix it all up to make my own style lol
I have a problem which involves me sowing up my baggy jeans to make em into fitted jeans lol
I laugh with others when they mock someone, but deep down i regret it and feel sorry for them (cuz im a dick)
And last of all, i dont have to drink to have a good time

i could tell you my dislikes, but i dont wanna bore you, but yeah
god, i sound pretty self obsessed now
urgh

soz bout the whole bantering on lol
but i just wish i could meet someone who would change my life, simply because they think just like me. i just hope when it comes to going uni, i meet more people who shape who i am in the future, and i stay tallking to most of them till i am 145 (lol i wanna live a very long time you see)

but yeah, thats about it really
before i go tho, i have to give a little shout out to steph (you've been mentioned quite a bit in my blogs willy)

who i dont really know all the too well, well i kinda do, ive know you for a while but we havnt exactly been super close friends

but anyway, SHE is one of those people who dont stick to the norm...which is good :) lol
one of the very few people may i add, but yeah, dont ever change steph lol
well...try and grow a little, but thats about it :D

i guess ill just have to hope tomoro is the day that i meet this special person, and that should i do, i dont not talk to her (because i have a habit of doing that)

...btw..steph..not over sarah if you were thinking that lol, shes also one of the out of the normal people im on about :)
good times

anyway, i MUST get back to watching my tv lol and finishing the tolberone which is kinda melting on my sofa right now (this could be a problem)

so yeah, if you did actually read all this...i guess all i can say is thanks

oh another thing to people from school who may just happen to read this one day, im very different out of school compared to being in school, im alot more outgoing..usually and the real me tends to come out a bit more :)

anyway, night everyone