ahh, those women (wonderfull things really)

So ...today, been a few days since i went on this cuz i havnt had the net for a whille (but like cchyyeah)

Im sittin here now, kinda happy, kinda sad....my dad just went back overseas again (he works abroad)

since then ive been revising for my lame ass ICT exam tomoro..not cool man

but then i started listening to a song, the man who cant be moved - the script

and yeah..i like it...loads :)
an i no this may sound all slush puppy ish lol but it made me realise all the things id do for a certain someone

i mean , theres too many things :) id literally buy her flowers everyday, take her out everynight. Sing her a song every morning and literally it wouldnt stop lol (although im sure doin that everyday would be tiring) but yeah, i really would do anything for her ( i just actually have to get her first lol)

which brings me to another point...which was pointed out to me by a friend the other ..i new myself of course, but she just "backed it up" a bit

i am absolutely terrible with women, well...the ones i like..if its just a friendly girl friend of mine, im fine with them, i can have a laugh and everything

but whenever i come across a girl who pretty much makes me smile just because i see her ( yes that does actually happen..but not often, specially nto here in Swad!) i find it realllllly hard to talk to em. and i no why...i think

its cuz im trying not to "embaress" myself or make me look bad in anyway, but i wish that part of me would just GO AWAY cuz it isnt half annoying, i mean how can i possibly get her if i stay like this....urgh..lol

but yeah, thats kinda why im never good at these things, the other im sitting next to her..i dont say barely a word to her, but i speak loads to everyone else (wht the hell is with that)

so tomoro, i think ill have to change my persona, i MUST change it actually lol (man i really should be doing my revision right now)


annnyyywaay...uurrrm....ok..im gnna carry on with this women thing lol cuz i dont have much to say tonight

ok...urrm, chyea that girl i was on about

now im sure loads of you ( well...i hope loads of you) have met someone who you literally wouldnt mind being trapped in a box with..or anywhere to be honest

i mean there have been loads of times where im sitting there and i wouldnt mind someone to cuddle, if you get me? i really dont get it when people say "oh i love being single" i think its the worst thing in the world..it really is hell lol id much rather have someone then be single

and did you no inkjet printers are realllly good for printing your photographs etc compared to laser printers ( blame my ict book....pfft)


tommorow, before my (omfg gay no one likes you stupid) exam i might just possibly have to dodder along to the McRandy music block and blast out some tuneage....on the piano lol



but before that, im going to have to finish this really, and also point out that no one likes steph because....she looks like a wooden door frame...if thats possible lol

also lucy pinder should NOT of been voted off big brother cuz she is like awesome (and quite clever tbh, i always thought those kinda models were pretty dumb lol)


oh another thing, which you people HAVE TO DO sometime soon

i was sitting cleanin my room today (as ya do ...?) and i discovered loooaoaoaoaooadds of things from when i was a kid..like some pokemon marbles -yes pokemon lol- but god they did look pretty dazzly. I also found my yearbook, in which i had blonde hair...which looked like straw lol but good thing its gone now, and loadsa other things

so you lot need to do that and just see what ya find, i ended up sitting there for hours reading my leavers book (which had some pretty nice things in :) )

for now, i shall...urrm...(cool word..think...hmm..ah!) potato roll outta here